? Wednesday, April 15, 2009
wow
seems like every wednesday is my blogging day
lols
timetable is out
sian next week sch reopen alr
work schedule is also out
but both isnt finalized yet
will be going to sch this fri to adjust
pretty free 9-11 hrs of study a week only
last week to rest and enjoyy
been idling at home atmost everyday
go out until tired also
went sushi tei for dinner with parents today
came str home after that
pretty full.
at my dads car way back,
i was wondering..
sometimes i thought, some people are drifting further and further from me.
might be im thinking too much
or oversensitive.
have a sweet wednesday night anw[;
Say you're sorry, that face of an angel
comes out just when u need it to
As i paced back and forth all this time
Cos honestly i believed in you
Holding on, the days drag on
Stupid girl, i should have known
I should have known
But now its too late for u and ur white horse,
to come ard[;
Written and stamped
<3
9:57 PM
? Wednesday, April 8, 2009
sians
not well recently
physically and mentally
but thx for the concerns
without them i guess i'd black out long ago.
I fell asleep one night
and went into a nightmare
where i cant hide
i cant breathe
where ur shadows kept haunting me
i ran, and ran
but the roads seemed longer and darker
my nose bled
but i kept wiping them with my hands
my legs got numb
and i suddenly fell
then i woke up
with a feverish forehead
aches all over
covered in sweat
and my heart couldnt stop thumping
I cannot take it any longer
Im having zero moods
Come back and ease me
im already on the edge of the cliff
Written and stamped
<3
11:58 AM
? Wednesday, April 1, 2009
Birthday dedicationTo 19th anni of
Ke er

A poem i composed
titled Star of my purple world
Every single star in the sky,
that hangs above the world up high,
paints portraits of art up and above,
out of every darkness they would flaunt their worth.
From the earth they may be miles apart,
nevertheless they create sparkles in peoples' heart
Promising they would lead us away from the dark,
and bringing to us hopes of fresh new starts.
Small as they can be,
yet great and different ability.
Smiles are what they had given me,
ever since i was just a sweet little baby.
To this very one which had just turned 19,
is the biggest and brightest i've ever seen.
Never failing to turn my disappointment and sadness,
into glimpses of hope and lasting happiness.
This amazing star named Ke er,
is simply a star in my purple world.
May the goodness and happiness last forever,
her dreams and wishes i hope they'll soon appear.
Signed
Philbert [;
1st April 2009
Happy 19th Birthday !
Written and stamped
<3
9:13 AM