sians.
exams exams exams
went t studyy whole night. barely slept.
anw still far from my own time schedule.
ahhs.
gna go out t studyy agn
my last paper thats on friday.
jyjy!



its not abt gving u up, its just not possible after all these while.

Last paper is just4 days away!
got awake at around 6am.
had a silly dream
anw went to school ard 3 pm today
met hy at board games room and tried t studyy there
but cant really absorb much
so after school we went to hougang ave 8 de mac
and continue studying after our dinner
tony and desmond joined us and we studied till abt near midnight
den went bishan for supper
and destress with l4d at thompson lan.
went home ard 3am i guess.
shall continue preparing tmr
clocks ticking~


hold both my hands
and i'll take u t somewhere
where u always wanted t go
and we'll leave behind our past
i'll wait till th day ur hearts empty agn
whr u can let go of all haunting memories
and i'll be ur author
of all ur remaining chapters and stories

Friday
had my paper on wcs.
guess im done for.
pretty bad i guess.
anw had mahjong at tecks place at night
den went for supper with hy and des at upper thomp
went home after that

Sat
I woke up arond 2plus i think.
and lazed around at home
b4 i went to j8 bishan to buy a tee
den went back for a shower
and not long hy and des came to pick me
went to compass point to meet fleur
and den we went to shans hse ard 6pm
its his 21st bday party
lols
anw food there was not bad
and still and a bingo draw
hy was lucky enough to strike 30bucks
lols
we went off ard 2.30 am
headed to hy hse for poker and blackjack
i won quite a bit
hahas long long day for me so, after breakfast i went home
and snored all th way till 5pm

Sunday
woke up alr ard 5pm
played with com awhile and
hy came to pick me for dinner with fleur
des came t meet us at hub ard 9plus after that
so we dint have any plans so
went icekimo to eat ice-cream
the durian ice-cream waffle
is heavenly
lols went home after that and slept agn ard 1am
was pretty tired baa
had a bad flu too;[




im not turning ignorant to you
i do still have a heart for it
and its growing
id just gets more upset nowadays
hearing ur voice
seeing ur face
reading ur text msgs
i just cant believe its just so soon;[

hello people\
i havent slept at all since ytd
when tecks place for mj and lunch at ard 3
and finally lost sia
siann and alot
anw went with hy des and teck to pick fleur up
and we headed to serangoon garden for dinner
wanted t eat at chomp chomp wan, but super packed
sop we went to another market nearby for dinner
den walked over to k garden to sing k while teck went off
fun leh today, laugh like mad
lol
after that we went to rk hse acc fleur eat den headed to upper thompson
played left4dead.
lols then shan came after awhile and joined in
okay laa, today de l4d not so bored.
played till ard 4 am and went a nearby restaurant for early breakfast,
before we went home
have been out for half day
super tired siaa
guess after awhile, gna doze off[;
so i'll see u people hear agn ltr[;
ohyaa tag me ya. thx :P
like lesser ppl tag liao sad lehh. lols.



i'll sing it one last time for u
and soon u really have to go
u've been th only thing that is right
in all i've done
and i can barely look at u
but every single time that i do
i know we'll make it anywhere
anywhere from here[;

havent been posting latelyy
cos i had been out often at nights
supper or mahjong
reasons either
ytd im so sorry t left u guys
cos u pep know i surely wont go club
and my time is so upside dwn
i'll sleep at 1 in the noon and
be awake by 7 or 8 in the evening
so even when i came home i just have no mood to blog
and yea no mood to do anything now
and so much my mood would deplete
when i know ur in such a misery
and i have no longer have any desire to write on



I just sat and wonder
would that day ever come
and my smile would fade
when ur just a lil unwell
and im in zero mood
when i knew u'r so down
for u are my star
and i'd nvr smile when ur covered by rain and clouds

its 8am
and i have not slept
just reached home an hour plus ago
and cannot sleep cos scared i oversleep
last day of sch alr and i dont wna miss my attendance

anw ytd went to sch ard 9 plus in the morning for davt
no lectures lorr pretty a waste of time
he said just clarify any qns we have for exams
super sian lor cos awhile jiu dismiss alr
like go sch for nth
so after buying lunch home
went str to sleep after eating
and i dreamt was in europe with ke er sia
lols
guess gna miss her much laa cos she'll be leaving for korea
4mths
how i wished could acc her go overseas
and i woke up after hy and ken called me
saying they'll pick me up go out slack
ended up we watched the wedding game at hub
ok laa not very nice i thought
then went to hy hse after that as ben join us for mj
played 2 rounds and i won ard 50
finally win agn
lols
went mac at amk drive thru
and had breakfast before heading home
sian i also cannot sleep
just keep thinking how much time left before shes leaving
its sad;[[



guess its time for me t say
i couldnt keep it in heart any longer
its just unbearable
but im just so scared, so scared
so much i want t say ily
so much i want to make u my girlfrd
so much i want t dote and takecare of u
and be someone who loves u w his all
baby ur th only thing i really need
u make me wna call u in th middle of the night
make me wna hold u thoughout th night
i'll promise i'll be a love story, only if u say yes

sorry peep so many days nvr update
nth much these few days too
stayed at home on friday for mahjong with my family
won about 18bucks lols
and on sat i woke up pretty late
so after dinner brought some dvd over to ke er
cos she and her sister is craving for horrors lols
stayed till 10 plus before meeting shan des and hy
went to fleurs' aunt place for blackjack session
pretty friendly laa her relatives
and we stayed ard an hour or so b4 heading for mj at fleurs' place
des got a date so he went off lol
we played all th way till 5am and des came over t pick us for breakfast
went thompson prata hse and we called it a day after that[;

i dint sleep laa cos i rmb sunday going grandma place
yeesang session and her bday cake cutting
so went over to grandma place ard 12
and i stayed all th way till 8 plus
damn sian
watch my dad mj for atmost 5 rounds
super boring
maybe cos im tired
went home after that and i dozed off after shower
while sitting on th bed

now its alr 7.30
guess i gotta get ready soon or i'll be late for class
cya[;



take my hand
and i'd never let go
i'll take u far far away
where there'll be no misery
i'll be the prince and u'll be my royal princess
we'll write a love story
with th happiest ending
with th everlasting love

sians thursday is worst.
overslept.
miss appointment
miss movie
and i have no mood today.
and sorryy ke er i was in a daze
and wrote funny things but i dint mean anything ;[




happy or sad
i dont know
i'd nvr dare t say
cos im afraid i'll lose a frd
but if i dont, i'll lose a star
im spinning ard
ard the hse
no im just lying on my bed
heads' on pillow
eyes to ceiling
tears just flowing
mind is wondering
heart is aching
but i'll continue waiting
i still believe th day is coming
for me to make u my star
th one brighter than th any in th sky

nth much to write abt today
stayed at home whole day
sian and no mood go out lehs
suppose go sch to hand in our project
but then incomplete
so teacher extend deadline to tmr
and she also called me ask whyy nvr go sch
siannns
hide in my room whole evening and watch dvds
until ard 10pm hy, des and i went over to my opp blk
had 2 rounds in teck's place.
sian tmr 10.30 have to go city hall meet frd
going bras brasah road print project things
after that meeting ece frds watch movie in town
but yet to confirm
anw hope tmr be better[;
cya peeps,
enjoy ur thursday[;



looking back on when we first met
i'll know i'd never forget
this sweet lil girl
whom i knew would be the light of my world
i hope she'll never leave
cos shes the one i wna be with
hoping one day there'll be a yes from her
to be with me forever and ever[;

well,
first thing must mention is congrats to hy!
finally got his liscence liao. lols.
jazz jazz jazz down!!

i slept allth way till 2 plus today
die lur miss so many lessons this week
anw i manage to make it for davt lecture at 3pm.
pretty boring sia hate th lecturer
make th whole module super dry
anw went home and had my dinner and not long ltr
went out agn to hy hse for mahjong along with des and dewei
no luck sia recently
but good thing is that after that when we went chongpang nasi
th 2 winners treat[;
shiok.
so hy sent us home after that
shall call it an end to my boring tuesday[;
sian tmr still have to go sch lor
sibei sians
exams are nearing
think have to come out studyy soon liao
anw 3am liao
im switching off soon[;
night peeps[;



come to me lady
let me take u to my fairyland
where its just me and u
in a paradise of beauty
u'd have my arms wrapped ard ur shoulder
rest ur head gently on mine
i will sing u a love song
and we shall live happily ever after

sorry people, these few days nvr post.
too lazy alr and tired these few days.
kept staying out till late.
Anw gathered with my poly frds and we went to
hy's place, had a mini pot gambling session.
went to watch soccer and supper at serangoon while
those who dint really watch chatted and chatted
been a long time since we gathered tgt like that sia
anw shall have more meetups guys
nvm my 21st bday we shall come out agn[;




woke up around noon on Sunday
and went to my grandparents place
celebrate my grandfather's bday
so we had hse catering buffet and after that went to play
4 pictures with my aunts. damn fun and exciting. lols
and i won 30 plus in th end. lols.
ohya got many angbaos too that day.
planned for supper so ard midnight fleur drove
and picked me up and then we went for hy and desmond
fleur's driving not bad lehh lols
she drove us to eat beancurd at chongpang nasi thr
then we headed to yishun damn t slack for awhile
she was not well lor so des took over and i went to find ke er
pass her th scarf and lollis i bought her, hope she like them[;
so long nvr seen her liao still th same leh.
but was was happy to that night[;

reached home at 7am in morning and i dozed off
so tired and nvr go sch. slept forwhole day
woke up t eat dinner and did ammendments for my project.
boring laas. mondays are like that.
tmr cannot pon liao.
my head will roll ah.
anw i promise to update more regularly[;
goodnights.




If only i have a chance to
i'll take u away from u misery
be everything u need
and do wadever i can for you.
I nvr thot sacrifices for a girl would worth
i never thought i would surrender to love
i dint wanted to have a girlfrd too
and that were all i thought, until i met you[;

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