Philbert

2011-01-02T23:05:00.008+08:00

Imma gonna have a hectic week
with the stress im having mentally now
With a heavy heart i still have to go through excercises
and combat range
things may seem pretty well to me
but i gotta feeling that my worst nightmare is just waiting
please help me find the door to light soon
i hate going back to what i had in the past
where those days the pain is just so unbearable
let my 2011 be good
and i hope things may turn out well

P.S. i thank my friends , whom are always there with constant support
and encouragement for me.

On the first page of our story ,
our future seemed so bright
Then this thing turned out so evil
dont know why im still surprised.
Even angels have their wicked schemes
but you take that to new extremes
but you always be my hero
even thought u've lost ur mind
-Love the way you lie II

How true the lyrics is and the title matches
the start always seems so sweet
but till when u seen the evil and wickedness of love
she still keeps a decent place in your heart no matter wad

2010-07-11T16:11:00.000+08:00

Arms of an Angel - Sarah McLachlan

Spend all your time waiting for that second chance
For the break that will make it ok
There's always some reason to feel “not good enough”
And it's hard at the end of the day
I need some distraction, oh beautiful release
Memories seep from my veins
They may be empty and weightless, and maybe
I'll find some peace tonight

In the arms of the Angels, fly away from here

2010-03-21T12:50:00.002+08:00

Live Range , Sit test , 16km march all over
Now im left with my ippt to stress about .
Time now since to be flying .
I cant wait for April 9th ,
thou its just 19 days away .
Pop lo !

And i can leave for Hongkong finally
Thank God whom had been with me
since my first day at ns(:

No other one;D

2010-03-07T14:58:00.001+08:00

Book in lo !
cya people ,
confinement for sit test next week.
means i'll be back on 19March
it'll be my birthday !

dont forget to wish me (:

12 days to go (:

2010-03-05T22:06:00.005+08:00

One more month plus to April 9th !
POP soon lerr
and can get out of the damned island
time faster past ba
so much happened sia,
aint a smooth 3 months for me
misfire, fail rifle inspection, fail ippt
Endurance !!
and pray i can go command school yea
too tired and busy
but i'll still try (:

and i know my blog abit fcuked up
psps , i'll solve it soon man
seeya (:

I'll share ur rants and joy
for you are the reason i smile every night(:

2010-01-16T14:06:00.002+08:00

Had a sickly week
Fever , cough , flu , sorethroat .
But time passes faster with mc thou
Getting used to the new lifestyle already
Endurance is all i need
to pass through the obstacles im facing(:

因为我爱我敢不怕一直去挑战

2010-01-10T17:18:00.002+08:00

One month already finally !

endure
endure
endure

3 more months to go
and im out of that damned island
[;

2009-12-09T11:42:00.002+08:00

Hellos

my apologies for taking ages to post
been busy plus a little lazy
but yea decide to post today
cos otherwise i'd be away till xmas
theres another 48 hrs before im going to enlist
so yepp
thou its sian
but no choice
i have to serve
and i just have to endure and hope
that the next 2 years past fast

have been packing and buying my stuff
over the last few days
i'll miss my baby brother most when im away
he's so cute now and also playful
haha
yea but korkor be back soon [;
ohya guess im gonna have a shower
and go for lunch[;

i'll be back in xmas [;

My dear frds and beloved
i'll miss you all
stay happy and
have fun for the remaining hols
and preparing for xmas
I'll promise i be back !
hahas

loves;D

2009-09-24T03:29:00.003+08:00

Its 3.30 am alr
still very awake
stayed at home the whole day
thou my flu is better
but stayed at home cos help daddy shift the furniture from ahma place
supposedly to have my napfa test tmr ,
think go on sat instead
guess i got some filing to do tonight
shall sleep in awhile i guess
before i get sick again
sweet dreams to all [;

if you ever find yourself
lost and all alone
get back on ur feet
and think of me
[;

2009-09-23T02:27:00.007+08:00

hellos hellos !
im back yo [;
came back since saturday alr actually
had a long trip
but still felt not enough
lols
and dint get to buy my dvds
think shall go back jb this week with dad to buy
and sians

my pepper lunch[;

2009-09-15T10:13:00.000+08:00

GONE OVERSEAS (:

Shall be back on saturday.

CYA!!

2009-09-08T22:51:00.004+08:00

Boo !

sorry so seldom post.
my blog rotting alr also ;P
i had quite a rough month
My grandfather has left the world on th 24th of Aug'
cant avoid the sadness , but deep inside my heart
i wont forget that 1year plus when i lived at his place
and those times we go out together
they will always be encrypted inside my heart
and thank god he left for a better place which is heaven[;

Ohya and glad i finished my exams finally ,
hope i will pass when i get my results.
and meanwhilst
shall have a long long long holiday
lols
and my baby brother
2mths plus alr and
he's getting cuter each day
lols
whether when he laughs or cry
hmm got time , then shall upload his pic [;

guess im stopping here
fell realy sick the past 2 days
had bad vomitting and fever
think i should sleep early
loves people [;

All the best for my nuers having N levels and friends having exams soon[;

2009-09-08T22:40:00.003+08:00

[My Love Will Get You Home - Christine Glass ]

If you wander off too far, my love will get you home.
If you follow the wrong star, my love will get you home.
If you ever find yourself, lost and all alone,
get back on your feet and think of me, my love will get you home.
Boy, my love will get you home.

If the bright lights blinds your eyes, my love will get you home.
If your troubles break your stride, my love will get you home.
If you ever find yourself, lost and all alone,
get back on your feet and think of me, my love will get you home.
Boy, my love will get you home.

If you ever feel ashamed, my love will get you home.
When there's only you to blame, my love will get you home.
If you ever find yourself, lost and all alone,
get back on your feet and think of me, my love will get you home.
Boy, my love will get you home.

If you ever find yourself, lost and all alone,
get back on your feet and think of me, my love will get you home.
Boy, my love will get you home,
Boy, my love will get you home.

I'll never forget how you used to guide me in all ways
I'll never forget the happy times when we had
I'll never forget the times we used to live together
and those memories will always be encrypted in my heart
Dedicated especially to my late grandfather<3

2009-07-28T21:45:00.002+08:00

2 or 3 weeks to exams .
guess i must start studying soon
but now , have to study for my lab test tmr first
sian lor ,
but no choice .
guess i go continue my revision for tmr alr
back to post again soon[;

have a wacky wednesday tmr . lol .
gdnights !

Your're just another part of me

2009-07-27T17:33:00.001+08:00

Thats whats one of the most important things in life [;

2009-07-16T01:47:00.004+08:00

Boring Boring Boring !!
Fuck.
Just wish i could have zero woes and worries
Lying on a field of soft grass
At the yard of my very own terrace
With stars filling the entire sky
Give me a guitar and i'll sing

流水走过种下四季的变换
幸福在漫延爱你永远不孤单

2009-07-14T10:49:00.002+08:00

A thousand times i failed
still your mercy remains
Should i stumble again
still i'm caught in your grace
Everlasting , your light will shine when all else fades
Neverending , your glory goes beyond all fame
And the cry of my heart , is to bring you praise
From the inside out , Lord my soul cries out

Wonders of a neverfailing love.

2009-07-07T22:39:00.001+08:00

She is the one that youu never forget
She is the heaven sent , angel u met
She must be the reason whyy God made a girl
She is so pretty , all over the worldd

;DDD

2009-05-27T16:54:00.001+08:00

helloooo
psps people so long nvr update
busy, no mood to post
lols

anw ytd went for my medical screening at CMPB (depot road)
its so damn far man
and thou the whole thing took me and fee shorter than we thought
still the bus journey is 2hrs man
blood test was the most scary
lcuky my medic quite good
lols
was so tired when reach home ard 4pm
had such a long sleep last night that
i missed sch today
siao liao
lols
tonight champs league final
cfm stay up and watch
maybe watching at pub with frds
see how ba[;
ohya last night i had a deep thought
that i had did th right thing this time
which was to keep certain things inside our heart
and not rush to decision
and lucky certain things
we would find out that is suitable or not
after a period of time
we would have no regrets
of wad we would do
and do no hurt and harm
blahhhsss
shall update agn[;

Some things changes
some things dont
dont blame me cos of the differences
that i said those words and the expressions i've shown
I'll still stick to purple
cos its my favourite colour
thou its sad to know u aint the girl
that i could spend with forever
Noone, noone can get in the wayy of wad i feel for you[;
missK

2009-04-15T21:57:00.003+08:00

wow
seems like every wednesday is my blogging day
lols
timetable is out
sian next week sch reopen alr
work schedule is also out
but both isnt finalized yet
will be going to sch this fri to adjust
pretty free 9-11 hrs of study a week only
last week to rest and enjoyy
been idling at home atmost everyday
go out until tired also
went sushi tei for dinner with parents today
came str home after that
pretty full.
at my dads car way back,
i was wondering..

sometimes i thought, some people are drifting further and further from me.
might be im thinking too much
or oversensitive.
have a sweet wednesday night anw[;

Say you're sorry, that face of an angel
comes out just when u need it to
As i paced back and forth all this time
Cos honestly i believed in you
Holding on, the days drag on
Stupid girl, i should have known
I should have known
But now its too late for u and ur white horse,
to come ard[;

2009-04-08T11:58:00.004+08:00

sians
not well recently
physically and mentally
but thx for the concerns
without them i guess i'd black out long ago.

I fell asleep one night
and went into a nightmare
where i cant hide
i cant breathe
where ur shadows kept haunting me
i ran, and ran
but the roads seemed longer and darker
my nose bled
but i kept wiping them with my hands
my legs got numb
and i suddenly fell
then i woke up
with a feverish forehead
aches all over
covered in sweat
and my heart couldnt stop thumping

I cannot take it any longer
Im having zero moods
Come back and ease me
im already on the edge of the cliff

2009-04-01T09:13:00.007+08:00

Birthday dedication
To 19th anni of

Ke er

A poem i composed
titled Star of my purple world

Every single star in the sky,
that hangs above the world up high,
paints portraits of art up and above,
out of every darkness they would flaunt their worth.

From the earth they may be miles apart,
nevertheless they create sparkles in peoples' heart
Promising they would lead us away from the dark,
and bringing to us hopes of fresh new starts.

Small as they can be,
yet great and different ability.
Smiles are what they had given me,
ever since i was just a sweet little baby.

To this very one which had just turned 19,
is the biggest and brightest i've ever seen.
Never failing to turn my disappointment and sadness,
into glimpses of hope and lasting happiness.

This amazing star named Ke er,
is simply a star in my purple world.
May the goodness and happiness last forever,
her dreams and wishes i hope they'll soon appear.

Signed
Philbert [;
1st April 2009

Happy 19th Birthday !

2009-03-12T08:11:00.012+08:00

Hellooos!
sorry so longg nvr blog
am pretty lazyy and lil busy lately
anw
des chalet was quite a sucess
a few of us went there on the first night to help out
with the chalet decoration and
also the preparation of his 21st party
anw the theme was beach party
and it was pretty fun
most importantly,
des seems pretty happy that day[;

Happy Birthday desmond[;

Party Preparation People

Afternoon sunshine[;

Beachwear Party aka des 21st theme

Des and his mango cake. YUM!

smilee

Fours

Finally, me in my beachwear[;

No more trust in love for you
and tell me if that isnt so
tell me,
i am ur last and only trust

2009-03-12T07:26:00.021+08:00

Pics!

my testimonial for shan 21st

Class chalet: cycling trip

Class chalet: Bbq day

Class chalet: Random pics

Painting for des bday by me and fleur

Fleur's place night b4 des chalet

Testimonial writing for des 21st

2009-03-07T13:31:00.003+08:00

hellos!
im having a short break
just came back from my class chalet ytd
and will be going to another in a while
desmond's bday chalet
went to the class chalet on wed
and on th very first night there were 10 of us
and after dinner ard 7pm,
we cycled with our rented bike from
pasir ris to tampines to bedok then to ecp
and then we turn back to changi for supper then
back to our chalet via loyang.
i got lost ard loyang while heading back cos of a cramp
it was so tiring
dint cycled such long distance ever.
at least 40km
and i slept all th way till thurs afternoon
thou it was noisy and hard t sleep
had bbq on thurs and dint slept till
we checked out the next day

went home for a short 3 hr sleep
b4 coming out agn to bugis
went ard to help des buy his bday party stuffs
and then went to fleur hse ard midnight
with hy and shan to help do some stuffs
and preparation for des party
then ard 3 plus
we were too hungry so we went
to RK House for prata
and went home after that.
snoreee
guess have to start packing soon
a lil while more have to go alr
buy ppl!
wil be back ard mon[;

my dear juliet
romeo misses u so much
since we have been apart
i've been missing u in my heart
this love is difficult but its real
till th very day u come back to romeo
he'l ltake u somewhere
where we can be alone
and he'll put a ring on you
and write you a love story
with a sweet happy ending
baby just say yes

2009-03-07T12:13:00.000+08:00

Sunday morning
time to say goodbye
but you'll be home real soon
Through you're leaving
girl, don't start to cry
i'll be thinking of you

it's a lonely ride on the midnight train
i'm counting down the days till you're home again
how can I sing when my words have run dry
how can I smile with a tear in my eye
summer's so lost when it's raining in June
that's how it feels
when I'm missing you

now, time ain't healin'
another week gone by
girl, it feels like a year
i've been calling
every day and night
how I wish you were here

i never met a girl who was so damn sweet
can't wait to see you again, oh...
I never had a love that was so complete
and you know that I'll be dreaming till then
Oh, my baby

when im missing you - A1

2009-03-03T21:36:00.003+08:00

sorry people so long dint blog.
was pretty busy last week
cos of my exams
night s b4 my last paper
ive been coming out to macs and sch t mug
so glad that my exams finally ended
and after my last paper last fri
went home to change and went str to concorde hotel
w my familyy for myy cousins' wedding
me and dad drank lots of red wine that we left burning red
lols
went to cine after that to meet hy, shan, fleur and des
and we went to catch a movie
its stupid anw and not nice
plus i was so unwell after drinking so much
den we had tauhuey at selegie and
went hy place for mj after that
i spent my night at his place

sunday was a sad day
ke er left for korea
and id just became so dumbstruck
i dint know wad t say t her
before she left
shes nice
and its sad to lose her company
and presence for 4 mths

and the next day,
it was my parents turn
sent them out in th evening and met up with hy shan fleur
for late dinner
ohya then was discussing abt des
party and this week plans
will be a long long week
class chalet from wed to fri
jb dinner for bgz on fri evening
then des 21bday chalet from sat to mon
busy siaa.
but its okay laa but might not go for th jb trip
hmm
miss ke er pretty much
and for now id just wna play
and enjoy max
ohh i wont be at home from tmr till monday
so call or text me instead ppl.
[;

its so soon
so so fast
and i hope for now time goes faster
and race to th very day im waiting for

2009-02-25T19:46:00.002+08:00

sians.
exams exams exams
went t studyy whole night. barely slept.
anw still far from my own time schedule.
ahhs.
gna go out t studyy agn
my last paper thats on friday.
jyjy!

its not abt gving u up, its just not possible after all these while.

2009-02-23T23:56:00.003+08:00

Last paper is just4 days away!
got awake at around 6am.
had a silly dream
anw went to school ard 3 pm today
met hy at board games room and tried t studyy there
but cant really absorb much
so after school we went to hougang ave 8 de mac
and continue studying after our dinner
tony and desmond joined us and we studied till abt near midnight
den went bishan for supper
and destress with l4d at thompson lan.
went home ard 3am i guess.
shall continue preparing tmr
clocks ticking~

hold both my hands
and i'll take u t somewhere
where u always wanted t go
and we'll leave behind our past
i'll wait till th day ur hearts empty agn
whr u can let go of all haunting memories
and i'll be ur author
of all ur remaining chapters and stories

2009-02-22T23:46:00.005+08:00

Friday
had my paper on wcs.
guess im done for.
pretty bad i guess.
anw had mahjong at tecks place at night
den went for supper with hy and des at upper thomp
went home after that

Sat
I woke up arond 2plus i think.
and lazed around at home
b4 i went to j8 bishan to buy a tee
den went back for a shower
and not long hy and des came to pick me
went to compass point to meet fleur
and den we went to shans hse ard 6pm
its his 21st bday party
lols
anw food there was not bad
and still and a bingo draw
hy was lucky enough to strike 30bucks
lols
we went off ard 2.30 am
headed to hy hse for poker and blackjack
i won quite a bit
hahas long long day for me so, after breakfast i went home
and snored all th way till 5pm

Sunday
woke up alr ard 5pm
played with com awhile and
hy came to pick me for dinner with fleur
des came t meet us at hub ard 9plus after that
so we dint have any plans so
went icekimo to eat ice-cream
the durian ice-cream waffle
is heavenly
lols went home after that and slept agn ard 1am
was pretty tired baa
had a bad flu too;[

im not turning ignorant to you
i do still have a heart for it
and its growing
id just gets more upset nowadays
hearing ur voice
seeing ur face
reading ur text msgs
i just cant believe its just so soon;[

2009-02-16T06:20:00.002+08:00

hello people\
i havent slept at all since ytd
when tecks place for mj and lunch at ard 3
and finally lost sia
siann and alot
anw went with hy des and teck to pick fleur up
and we headed to serangoon garden for dinner
wanted t eat at chomp chomp wan, but super packed
sop we went to another market nearby for dinner
den walked over to k garden to sing k while teck went off
fun leh today, laugh like mad
lol
after that we went to rk hse acc fleur eat den headed to upper thompson
played left4dead.
lols then shan came after awhile and joined in
okay laa, today de l4d not so bored.
played till ard 4 am and went a nearby restaurant for early breakfast,
before we went home
have been out for half day
super tired siaa
guess after awhile, gna doze off[;
so i'll see u people hear agn ltr[;
ohyaa tag me ya. thx :P
like lesser ppl tag liao sad lehh. lols.

i'll sing it one last time for u
and soon u really have to go
u've been th only thing that is right
in all i've done
and i can barely look at u
but every single time that i do
i know we'll make it anywhere
anywhere from here[;

2009-02-15T09:13:00.003+08:00

havent been posting latelyy
cos i had been out often at nights
supper or mahjong
reasons either
ytd im so sorry t left u guys
cos u pep know i surely wont go club
and my time is so upside dwn
i'll sleep at 1 in the noon and
be awake by 7 or 8 in the evening
so even when i came home i just have no mood to blog
and yea no mood to do anything now
and so much my mood would deplete
when i know ur in such a misery
and i have no longer have any desire to write on

I just sat and wonder
would that day ever come
and my smile would fade
when ur just a lil unwell
and im in zero mood
when i knew u'r so down
for u are my star
and i'd nvr smile when ur covered by rain and clouds

2009-02-14T23:00:00.004+08:00

从头来过

要快乐不要难过不要谎言要承诺

他和她的爱情绝不懒惰

就算有不安定的因素随时出没

她也能排除万难和他一起渡过

渡过这漫漫长冬长冬后满面春风

春风吹到他心中心中尽是无限的感动

她不再去注意他任何的一举一动

才发现自己早已不小心陷入其中

他知道我想是他知道

所有她的一切他都知道

他看到了她如此掏肺掏心

心里早就想把她抱紧

不管未来艰难险阻再多

只管现在能够相爱再说

想一起完成的事情太多

就怕时间不够

waiting, doesn't matter.

2009-02-10T07:45:00.005+08:00

its 8am
and i have not slept
just reached home an hour plus ago
and cannot sleep cos scared i oversleep
last day of sch alr and i dont wna miss my attendance

anw ytd went to sch ard 9 plus in the morning for davt
no lectures lorr pretty a waste of time
he said just clarify any qns we have for exams
super sian lor cos awhile jiu dismiss alr
like go sch for nth
so after buying lunch home
went str to sleep after eating
and i dreamt was in europe with ke er sia
lols
guess gna miss her much laa cos she'll be leaving for korea
4mths
how i wished could acc her go overseas
and i woke up after hy and ken called me
saying they'll pick me up go out slack
ended up we watched the wedding game at hub
ok laa not very nice i thought
then went to hy hse after that as ben join us for mj
played 2 rounds and i won ard 50
finally win agn
lols
went mac at amk drive thru
and had breakfast before heading home
sian i also cannot sleep
just keep thinking how much time left before shes leaving
its sad;[[

guess its time for me t say
i couldnt keep it in heart any longer
its just unbearable
but im just so scared, so scared
so much i want t say ily
so much i want to make u my girlfrd
so much i want t dote and takecare of u
and be someone who loves u w his all
baby ur th only thing i really need
u make me wna call u in th middle of the night
make me wna hold u thoughout th night
i'll promise i'll be a love story, only if u say yes

2009-02-09T07:25:00.002+08:00

sorry peep so many days nvr update
nth much these few days too
stayed at home on friday for mahjong with my family
won about 18bucks lols
and on sat i woke up pretty late
so after dinner brought some dvd over to ke er
cos she and her sister is craving for horrors lols
stayed till 10 plus before meeting shan des and hy
went to fleurs' aunt place for blackjack session
pretty friendly laa her relatives
and we stayed ard an hour or so b4 heading for mj at fleurs' place
des got a date so he went off lol
we played all th way till 5am and des came over t pick us for breakfast
went thompson prata hse and we called it a day after that[;

i dint sleep laa cos i rmb sunday going grandma place
yeesang session and her bday cake cutting
so went over to grandma place ard 12
and i stayed all th way till 8 plus
damn sian
watch my dad mj for atmost 5 rounds
super boring
maybe cos im tired
went home after that and i dozed off after shower
while sitting on th bed

now its alr 7.30
guess i gotta get ready soon or i'll be late for class
cya[;

take my hand
and i'd never let go
i'll take u far far away
where there'll be no misery
i'll be the prince and u'll be my royal princess
we'll write a love story
with th happiest ending
with th everlasting love

2009-02-05T19:03:00.000+08:00

sians thursday is worst.
overslept.
miss appointment
miss movie
and i have no mood today.
and sorryy ke er i was in a daze
and wrote funny things but i dint mean anything ;[

happy or sad
i dont know
i'd nvr dare t say
cos im afraid i'll lose a frd
but if i dont, i'll lose a star
im spinning ard
ard the hse
no im just lying on my bed
heads' on pillow
eyes to ceiling
tears just flowing
mind is wondering
heart is aching
but i'll continue waiting
i still believe th day is coming
for me to make u my star
th one brighter than th any in th sky

2009-02-04T23:31:00.001+08:00

nth much to write abt today
stayed at home whole day
sian and no mood go out lehs
suppose go sch to hand in our project
but then incomplete
so teacher extend deadline to tmr
and she also called me ask whyy nvr go sch
siannns
hide in my room whole evening and watch dvds
until ard 10pm hy, des and i went over to my opp blk
had 2 rounds in teck's place.
sian tmr 10.30 have to go city hall meet frd
going bras brasah road print project things
after that meeting ece frds watch movie in town
but yet to confirm
anw hope tmr be better[;
cya peeps,
enjoy ur thursday[;

looking back on when we first met
i'll know i'd never forget
this sweet lil girl
whom i knew would be the light of my world
i hope she'll never leave
cos shes the one i wna be with
hoping one day there'll be a yes from her
to be with me forever and ever[;

2009-02-03T23:56:00.001+08:00

well,
first thing must mention is congrats to hy!
finally got his liscence liao. lols.
jazz jazz jazz down!!

i slept allth way till 2 plus today
die lur miss so many lessons this week
anw i manage to make it for davt lecture at 3pm.
pretty boring sia hate th lecturer
make th whole module super dry
anw went home and had my dinner and not long ltr
went out agn to hy hse for mahjong along with des and dewei
no luck sia recently
but good thing is that after that when we went chongpang nasi
th 2 winners treat[;
shiok.
so hy sent us home after that
shall call it an end to my boring tuesday[;
sian tmr still have to go sch lor
sibei sians
exams are nearing
think have to come out studyy soon liao
anw 3am liao
im switching off soon[;
night peeps[;

come to me lady
let me take u to my fairyland
where its just me and u
in a paradise of beauty
u'd have my arms wrapped ard ur shoulder
rest ur head gently on mine
i will sing u a love song
and we shall live happily ever after

2009-02-02T11:49:00.001+08:00

sorry people, these few days nvr post.
too lazy alr and tired these few days.
kept staying out till late.
Anw gathered with my poly frds and we went to
hy's place, had a mini pot gambling session.
went to watch soccer and supper at serangoon while
those who dint really watch chatted and chatted
been a long time since we gathered tgt like that sia
anw shall have more meetups guys
nvm my 21st bday we shall come out agn[;

woke up around noon on Sunday
and went to my grandparents place
celebrate my grandfather's bday
so we had hse catering buffet and after that went to play
4 pictures with my aunts. damn fun and exciting. lols
and i won 30 plus in th end. lols.
ohya got many angbaos too that day.
planned for supper so ard midnight fleur drove
and picked me up and then we went for hy and desmond
fleur's driving not bad lehh lols
she drove us to eat beancurd at chongpang nasi thr
then we headed to yishun damn t slack for awhile
she was not well lor so des took over and i went to find ke er
pass her th scarf and lollis i bought her, hope she like them[;
so long nvr seen her liao still th same leh.
but was was happy to that night[;

reached home at 7am in morning and i dozed off
so tired and nvr go sch. slept forwhole day
woke up t eat dinner and did ammendments for my project.
boring laas. mondays are like that.
tmr cannot pon liao.
my head will roll ah.
anw i promise to update more regularly[;
goodnights.

If only i have a chance to
i'll take u away from u misery
be everything u need
and do wadever i can for you.
I nvr thot sacrifices for a girl would worth
i never thought i would surrender to love
i dint wanted to have a girlfrd too
and that were all i thought, until i met you[;

2009-01-30T23:59:00.005+08:00

helloss people I'm back!
[;[;
time seemed so fast yeah.
1 week just flew past.
was back ard 10 plus last night, but was too tired to post
anw i had a pretty enjoyable trip in msia.
eat sleep gamble eat sleep gamble.
ohya, and firecrackers and fireworks too[;
its so cold in genting highlands this year
i breathed smoke. lols
and had my fun, hope u guys had urs.
missed many people, and im glad im home again finally[;[;
and i'll continue collecting my angbaos hehe
woke up pretty late today,
went to my grandparents place w family visit them
cos was not in singapore during cny
grandma cooking best. lols esp her pig's stomach soup.
sat ard and acc them for awhile before heading back home.
ohya have to go dwn again this sunday for its their bday.
but im sad for grandpa. guessed, its th last one.
;[

im just so glad
i missed u so much
and there weren't any stars there
except for mist and clouds
im so happy
to be back
cos once again i can get to see
th brightess star i ever found[;

2009-01-24T01:17:00.002+08:00

woke up around 11plus today baa
chiong all my IS projects try to do as much as i can
cos i'll still be at overseas when my assignments are due
spend my whole day doing projects and pack my clothes.
met chihyang and chatted awhile.
hhaas same old him still look ard the same lor
now he so senang driver in ns sia
anw sent him to yck mrt and went back to my hse carpark meet shan and hy
a short while jiu go back lerr
anw i'll miss lots of people
shall msg th more missed ones b4 i go
i dint wanted t go
but be going Kl and genting this year to cbrate cny
wont be posting till im back on thurs
so takecare peeps
and have a fun fun cny
angbao manymany
happy happy

[;

tell me u love me
so much much i wished ur my lady
with u by my side i feel so happy
when ur out at nights i'll often worry
and i'll miss u
for now and soon again
only u can take away my pain
for u are my sunshine after every rain

2009-01-22T23:35:00.003+08:00

sian & tiring dayy sia.
dint slept much last night and woke up near 6am.
so shag. but anw the sch's exhibition pretty bored.
mostly year 2 students.
all we did is explain our project lor.
and took alot photos with project roomates
cos class alot of vain girls and camwhores. lols.
anw aint a good day.
i dont wish to say whyy.
but good thing is that
adopt another nuer.
lols
bilian ah bilian studyy hard, must listen to ahdad
and always be happy,
and i'll be glad enough[;

so tired alr. shall sleep soon cos tmr got lotsa projects to work
but no sch for one weeks a consolation[;

goodnight[;

I may not be sure of th words to say
if only u know that u'll feel this way
i wna give my heart to u
show me th way that u want me to
i take u to a place faraway
we'll watch sunset at th bay
u would come to me in dreams at night
and i know with u it'll just be so right

2009-01-21T23:39:00.003+08:00

happy liao happy liao
after tmr even more happy.
lols.
went for my IS lessons and presented at 3pm.
die lorr not very good for our grp
can even tell teacher trying to save us by keep asking qns
but anw happy that presentations are all over[;
after exhibition tmr, moods be higher man
no more fyp. a years project is over alas.
anw not much activities today lor
meet hy after sch and we got a car ride to woodlands cp from keith
walk walk, went bazaar get a lil bites and bumped onto javier.
lols. small world sia.
so headed home for dinner after that.
cant wait for exhibition to end. cant wait[;

cute? me when im young. lols

Have heart, my dear
we're bound to be afraid
Even if its just for a few days
i'll make up from all these mess
i'll paint ur love
like a picture of dozen sunsets
and decorate it
with th brightest stars

2009-01-20T23:59:00.000+08:00

aint a good day laas
was an hour late for wcs class
kena shoot by teacher for my retest
and had a bad bad aching pain on my lower back.
damn sway today lor
so went hub after sch with some frds see handphone
passed by starhub shop and got attracted by samsung omnia
think might get it after cny ba
den walked awhile before heading home.
and daddy bought lotsa new dvds sia!
sweeeee after my presentations and exhibition can slack at home watch liao
Nuer called just now, sounded sadd;[
hope she'll feel better tmr lor, cheer up nuer
daddy gonna buy books of bedtimes stories and read for u[;
hmm just finished my project research awhile ago and its 2am alr
lucky tmr 1 pm lesson
if not sure gone. lols
k laa sleeping soon le.
turn in soon peeps[;

Just only a short moment apart
and i'll start to miss u in my heart
just a lil bit of ur voice
and simply a glimpse of u
draws a smile on my face
my faith would never fade
cos i know aint no other deserving candidate
for my shoulders my hand my heart my love.

2009-01-19T23:45:00.002+08:00

nth much today laa.
late for one and half hr to class
lols. damn shag and tired
school ended around 4 plus
and i went down to sem and pass ke er her ppt printouts
cos she needs it tmr for her presentation.
good luck to her uhs
went back home after that.
and dad bought alot of cny goodies liao
super tempting.
lols
wont be in sg during cny,
flying on saturday morning ba.
anw i wan turn in alr.
takecare people[;

goodnights[;

Now that i've found th princess
I'd do all i can for her royal heart
I'll carry her up mountains to watch sunrise
hold her hands and stroll down the street with stars up high
If only she ever know how much i feel
how long i'd wait for her
how much brighter she is than th stars in th sky
how i long that im her royal prince

I wanted to say iloveyou<3

2009-01-18T23:54:00.001+08:00

stayed at home around 10 at night ytd
den cab down with dewei to bq find ke er
hy came dwn too and alongside with weelong and gavin
started drinking at whiskey den went to speed.
wasn't drunk laa just cant drink much ytd
so went back whiskey to find ke er
see her very sad lehhs
she want to fly to korea le.
4 mths siaa zzzzzzz :[
my skies will be so dark then.
without the big star. lols.
it was near 5 when hy and dewei both puke.
one at speed the other at whiskey
guess ke er also drank alot.
but she went back with her frds ard 5.45
whilst i bring 2 drunkards eat breakfast and reached home ard 8.30
dint sleep cos someone dint text me so idled at home till now
guess im going t bed soon[; nights peeps

psps ke er
made u angry
my apologies[;

2009-01-17T16:20:00.000+08:00

I dont wna let u see,
th tears of sadness in my eyes.
I dont wna let u feel,
th cold shivering hands of mine.
I dont wna let u hear,
th words of reluctance.
But so much i want to let u know,
how ur light would light up my velvet sky.

<3>

2009-01-16T23:40:00.000+08:00

Hellos people.
Yay. Finally my blog is atmost done. Support support abit ahs.
Hahas.
I'll update everyday if i can.
Idk wad else to say for my first post.
Lols.
Just link me alright[;

Thanks Dhiya whom stayed till past 5pm in school and helped me do this blog.
Appreciated lots[;